A 30 Day Challenge - Discuss your first love and first kiss

February 18th, 2014

Challenge #10: Discuss your first love and first kiss.

I will start with my first kiss. Being technical, I don't remember my first kiss. But I have picture proof! I was probably about 4 years old. My dad's friend has a son who is I think about 2-3 years older than me. Nothing ever came of that, hahaha.

My first kiss that I actually remember - nothing special there. Him and I were best friends since 5th grade. He moved to the next school district over the summer between 6th and 7th grade. So we were only about a 15 minute walk from each other, and we still hung out quite often - especially 7th through 8th grade. We'd usually meet up with each other, than head to the library. In 8th grade, we finally got up the nerve to say we liked each other. Then we started dating. I think we were together for about two weeks when he first kissed me. It was extremely awkward. He walked me halfway to my house. We hugged, then I went to walk away and he just held on to me. Then I just gave him a quick peck. Nothing too special. No connection. It was just extremely awkward. We dated for maybe two weeks after that then we broke up.. The thing I hate the most about all of it... Him and I were never the same after that. We tried to be friends still, but it just didn't work. I still see him every once in a while and we'll say hey to each other, but that's it.

My first love. Honestly, I'd say my first love would be the relationship that I am in now. I was never in an actual serious relationship before I met Matt. I'd had probably like 5 or 6 boyfriends before him, but honestly.. I wouldn't even consider them anything. I don't think they ever did count. I would think I liked the guy. Then after I started dating him, I would just be distant towards him. So my first love, is this relationship I am currently in. And he is the best boyfriend ever. I don't give him enough credit. I seriously don't know why he even puts up with me. I am crazy and moody. But he is the greatest thing to ever happen to me.